shiiit. I don’t even know what to say today. HMMMM…~

Let’s just blog about my day. First I came to school. Hugged Mitch, blah blah other stuff. Walked Mitch to math, then I went to Health.. OH!

And the voice club was presenting during health. You know, the people that has holes in their throats and have to talk with those microphone thingys cuz they smoked and cancer blah blah. Yeah. Them. It was interesting. The first guy had to be careful about eating because he didn’t have the thingy that directs food to your stomach. So he has a 50/50 chance of food going down his wind pipe. The next guy, he used to use a microphone thingy, but he learned to like.. inhale and like.. say.. burp out words? I forgot how he described it. It was pretty weird. The next guy had the microphone. He can’t taste things or smell them, I think that was the last guy, nvm. But the next guy with the microphone couldn’t eat with his mouth. And he only breathed through the hole in his throat. He had a feeding tube to his stomach and he eats that way. The next microphone guy didn’t talk much about himself. I don’t recall much. But it was very interesting. I know I won’t be smoking. Hahah. I kind of wanted to try the microphone thingys, but I’m too shy. x.x Very inspiring thing to watch and listen too though. Hmmmmmm.

Next in my day.. I had gym and then harkness, nothing special there. Just gave a facial. I came back to gov’t class, boring. Then english with my homies and then free hanging out with people. And then I went home with Mitch and we hung out laughing about stuffs my friend told me. xD And other suches. And then I took him home and here I am now.

Anywho, not much to say. ‘Cept the voice club was interesting. (:

Lovee youuu Mitchhhh. <3

kbye.

I fucking love Mitch.

pardon my french. jk, fuck you. ;D

SERIOUSLY THOUGH.

Every day gets so much better, and I keep finding new things I love about him. And I just.. FWHJFKHWEJKFHEW. Overload of love much? Words could barely explain how I feel right now.

LIKE. HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT I FEEL GOOD. xD

And I hope he does too. ‘Cause he deff deserves to feel amazing about everything and not have to worry about a thing because everything should feel alright. He’s so perfect in every way. All his flaws.. fuck, they aren’t even flaws to me, they’re the cutest things in the word to me. <3

I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.

(That was 49, btw.) :DD

I love you, Mitchell, so much. <333

Sometimes, memories hit you like a rock. Sometimes they hit you like paper. O.o xD Meaning, some memories hurt you, others are pretty nice. Lately, I’ve been having a little of both.

I’m not so sure what to do about the bad ones. I mean, they aren’t bad memories, but for the current situation, the memories make me kind of sad. Am I just supposed to pretend like they never happened? Am I just supposed to forget them all? Maybe. I’m not sure. As it seems, I probably should just forget it all ever happened.

I figure just replace those old memories, with something new, something happier. And I’ve already begun that. And I really like them. I love them.

So I think I’m good, I can move on. I shouldn’t have to suffer over this anymore.:P

MAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

<3

holy shit.

i was at school for legit 14 hours or so. and i didn’t hate a moment of it. xD I only hated I felt sick..still do. :c

East Side Coffee House was the bomb though! :’D(Let’s hope they do it again, this year, yes? c:)

I feel a nice LONG nap coming on. Aka, I’ll see ya’ll in 24 hours, cuz I’m sleeping for awhile. xD

Moo. :3

I love you, but learn that HUGGING IS OKAY. FRIENDS DO IT. xD He knows, he knows. We’re in denial of it though. xD Well, you are. xD Love you though, don’t worry. It’s cute when you like freak out and get paranoid. c: <3

I’ve been writing this story, here’s a little taste;

“Don’t you dare, ever—…” I snarled as his arm snapped under my hand. The bone, I could hear, crushed into bits. His arm ceased to move from that point. “Who do you think you are?!” The boy shrieked in pain. I could feel his body moving under mine in a struggle.

“P-please, stop!” he begged in tears. But I couldn’t see him as a poor innocent guy, who has done nothing wrong. No. Because this wasn’t true. He deserved this. Eye for an eye, the old rule goes.

Tears were following from his eyes. His cheeks were blood spattered, and I could only stare at him with cold eyes. I could feel myself boring into his soul. He was nothing. He was going for a future of nothing. He had no point in this world. No reason to live any further.

Unpinning him, I stood upon my feet. He looked up in terror. Shivering and crying, he was clinging to his broken arm. I could only lean forward to him, drawing my hands around his thick skull.

“Farewell,” I whispered against his cold cheek. His eyes widened. My hands quickly turned his head. Snap. Farewell indeed.

I swear if my shit is stolen. I’ll find you. I will hunt you down.

Anywayy, I hope ya’ll fools liked that. I’m graphic, shoot me for it. I could make it worse.

So I wanted to talk a little about my boyfriend. ‘Cause someone needs to talk about him more. ‘Cause I never hear enough of him. I need to hear MORE!

Let’s see.

Mitch. The greatest guy on earth. Hell, smartest too. Honestly, I’ve never seen someone as genius as myself. ;D Sure, school grades don’t count for shit. But I’ll give my boy a ten out of five on the smart scale. And I mean in all senses. Not school smarts, but like mental smarts.

Next on my list, looks. Ughhh, damnnn. If I was a man, I will get an honest to god hard-on everytime I saw this boy. You could look into those beautiful blue orbs for hours straight and not get bored. For a skinny man, he’s still got a wonderful figure, that only the finest of angels could have thought to have carved.

You know, he’s funny too. Like, not the average kind of funny. The weird funny. And I’m a personal fan of weird things. And that’s all I gotta say about that. (I never remember anything funny people tell me. T__T)

I’ll put on a little about both of us. We’re both pretty awkward kids. Combined, we form this SUPER MEGA AWESOMELY AWKWARD WEIRD COUPLE. Yeah, it’s pretty cool. We’re that couple where people stare and think, awww so cutee! And then we like, move right? And we’d be biting each other’s faces or licking or whatever. And then the person would be like, WHAT THE FUCK?! LOL?! Yeah, we own in that department. I think we deserve the couple of the years(and years to come) award. ;D?!

No but in all honesty, I can’t sum up everything in one sitting because there’s just too much about him to say. And and, so much thoughts to put together about him. So let’s leave it at,

He’s PERFECT.

I went there. In all seriousness, we haven’t even been together two months yet. It feels like forever. I want to spend forever with him. He’s amazing. I’ve never met someone quite like him! <3 He’s everything to me. He’s the only thing I need in the world. And I want to thank him for loving me in return because that’s all I ask for.

I love you, Mitchell. <3 

K BYE. :D

Have you ever looked into someone’s eyes and thought, damn, I want to spend eternity with you. I have. 

Completely happy with one person, enjoying every second. It’s simply amazing. I can’t even really describe the feeling, ‘cept I love it.

And I love him. A lot. <3

<3 09/1718/2010<3

… eheheheh. xD

HI. LONG TIME NO POST.

I stole incense from my mom. My room smells guuuuuud. :’D Like a fire in the middle of winter. The only fail is it’s fall and it’s incense, not a fire.

it’s freezing. OUTSIDE AND INSIDE. Dx

I deleted all my old posts, because… I just don’t feel them as important. Damn straight.

KBYE. :D 9/1718/2010<3